Feeling you
in a random way
Deep in my doing
thoughts go stray
and then I stop
and pen this letter
addressed to you sir
I do not send
but keep it, a blur
in my view askewed
the mind moves fast
and then faster with
moments of rewind
the heart pumps
in erratic rhythmic time
until this vehicle collapse
feeling you
in a random way
the music always wins
on the couch and you
hear the dj's spin
that awful fun tune
silly but not compressed
making you sing and drink
lipsynching like a loon
the music always wins
you can buy it in stores
but its ear free if you shop
in Macy's or Christian Dior
used to make you lower
your judgment and wiles
entranced by the shiny
consumed and beguiled
the music hopefully wins
i never want to see it lose
we could be open and
accept the different and the new
toe curling in the sand
body pressed to this one man
my hand caressing his skin
tracing his body line from chin to navel
shirt unbuttoned and trousers loosened
touch becomes a pleasurable sin
escaped moan of anticipation
we are a story
I am the page
He is the pen
You are my favorite addiction
You calm me and make me fair
Your curb my appetite
You don’t need to tell me you care
You veil the world to me
You don’t tell me lies
You’re quick
You’re soothing
You don’t need an alibi
They say you’re bad for my health
They say you’re distracting my life
I don’t care
Bow to the crowd of lovers and dreamers
Bow to the sea of happy faces
Wait for it
Wait for it
I’m a star on the stage
Flashing my skin
For the camera
And babes
Flashing my eyes
Behind my shades
Striking a pose
To the world outside
Striking myself
To be alive
Wait for it
I’m here
Wake up and smell
the coffee and the cream
Wake up and make
the day bright for me
Run to the park
and ride all the swings
Stride to the store
and eat the sweet
middle of things
Call all your friends
and dream of tomorrow
Break every insane rule
and make sure they follow
Sleep the sleep of queens
Sleep like a child with
no worry or guile